End of an Era

I farewelled the guys at Axion after 4 years of service - it was sad handing in my keys, carpark, laptop and phone. Saying goodbye to my chair and all the good times I had with the guys - I'm guessing they wont miss my constant chatter and Seinfeld style of conversation about my family and the antics. Headphones were a common accessory worn by the others at work, so I had to talk to myself in the end.

But I'm also looking forward to some 'me' time and getting my brain right. Unfortunately my thoughts haven't caught up with my 'cured' status and had a few 'average' moments of fear at the slightest ailment, so I need to get that right for now.  So I'm off to see someone to help me with that :)

Another reason for resigning was to take pressure off when recovering from surgery which was to be on the 24th June. You wouldn't believe it, but I received a call that night from the doctors rooms cancelling my surgery!!  They did try and move me to the following week due to an emergency breast cancer case, so I was happy to move it to the following Friday, but it didn't suit him.  I was told it was cancelled altogether as his Mum had passed away.  They re-booked it the next day to the 21st July.

So what was I going to do now that I've resigned??  At least it gives me time to chill out, get fit and healthy and sort my life out.  The house needs some serious attention and I need to sit with myself for a little bit to work out what I want to do.  I may do some volunteer work or something, I'm not sure.  In the meantime, I'll get my shoulder sorted - need to have some cortisone injections in my calcification, so hopefully that will be all sorted in time for surgery.

The timing has been pretty good, with 1 week at home before I have all the kidlets home for school holidays. I have 1 of them home as high school finished up a week earlier.  His brain is being fried as we speak as he has been glued to the computer screen for most of the day.  I'd take him out but the Melbourne weather is shite at the moment.  Grey and cold.  I went for a run this morning and it was freezing, oh well at least I run faster to get warm.

Yesterday marked my beautiful angel friend, Cora's birthday. I went through some of my treasures from her and lit a candle for her. She is still very much in my thoughts on various days. She is still very much missed - she would have been 57.

That's all my news for now - love and light to everyone :)